I do happy.. REALLY :D

August 18, 2011

finally.. I met his family uyeeeeeeey ~:D

I 'm so happy, really really happy

actually they're so kind and warm when I come :')

sharing stories with his ​​sister, helping his mother prepare iftar, laugh together at the dinner table

how bautiful moment :D:D

and then I was invited to visit his brother's house.. becauset his brother missed me, and want to meet me (again)

ooh God please... stop the time right now for me ~

I'M SO HAPPYYYY. THANKYOU ALLAH :'----♥

after came to his house

♥

termaafkan X terlupakan #JustSay

Ada saat dimana kadang gue ngerasa sangat bodoh karna ngebiarin hati gue gak tenang. ngebiarin fikiran gue terus kebayang2 kejadian yang gak menyenangkan dimasa lalu


sakit.. perih.. terluka.. kecewa.. benci.. dendam.. nyesss jleb !!!


gak sedikit waktu gue buat ngelupain kejadian2 pahit itu. gak kecil juga usaha gue buat nyoba ikhlas nerima segala macam ketidak konsekwenan "mereka" terhadap gue. yaaa mungkin lisan gue gampang buat bilang kalo gue bisa memaafkan setiap ketidak jujuran, gampang buat bilang seolah gak terjadi hal yg besar dan gak akan ngerubah sikap gue karna kejadian itu


but it's BULLSHIT!!! 


susah buat gue bebas dari bayang2 pahit itu. berat buat gue bangun kepercayaan gue supaya bisa kembali utuh lagi kaya dulu. 
TERSIKSA! TAKUT! TROMA!
rasa itu yang kadang2 ngehantui hidup gue. rasa itu yang kadang bikin gue jadi over protect, over jealous (hahaa..)


itulah kenapa segala hal yg sudah termaafkan, belum pasti bisa terlupakan #JustSay :)